Sunday, January 2, 2011

Trying this blog thing again

So it's been a few months since I've last blogged but something it drawing me back to writing again. I'm sitting here with Izabella watching Mulan which we picked up at the Library today as her special surprise treat.

I'm  going to start this New Year in a different way, Carlos and I watched Eat Pray Love on New Years Eve together which I don't think it could have been a more perfect way to bring in the New Year. The movie I found relatable in ways and I find myself thinking if I could get all the BS and worry out of my brain then what wonders life has in store for me. I already have a wonderful family of four which I hope to get to five sometime before I'm thirty.

I only have 8 minutes until my laptop dies so I will be quick, I guess I need to train my thoughts and to control what I'm thinking more. I know I will be much happier if I take control of my thoughts especially the negative ones that only hurt over and over again. I know I can do it, I know I am capable of controlling it.

I'm going to be more positive this year and especially in the relationships that are the most important to me and those are the ones of my nuclear family I need to make sure they are nurtured and cared for because that's what life is all about right? Relationships. I've been shocked this year with the relationships I've had some have become so wonderful and happy to have again! Love you Gianna! Others have been a standstill, others have flourished with commitment and honesty within intimate moments that stay so dear to my heart <3 Maia. For my other friends Betsy,Lindsay, AJ, Kate, I love you guys and can't imagine where or who'd I be without you guys! So thanks and here's to an even better 2011 with the people I love and the people who don't matter.

Here's to being healthy because when it comes down to it if we aren't healthy what are we?


P.S. Hi Johnny!!! You must be at work